It Is What It Is

I’m not sure where to begin. It has been a while since I’ve blogged. To be honest, I haven’t been able to just sit with my thoughts. Life has been handing out a lot for a while. It has been doing a number on me for some time.

I’m just mentally exhausted. Life seems like it has lost the little colour it had left. Everything is in grayscale now. I have tried to add colour to it, but it is not enough to overpower the constant dullness.

I’m not going to lie, I can try harder to change the scene. But recently, it seems like no colour combination can overpower the constant grayscale. So, guess what, I’m making peace with it. Maybe this is how life will be for a while.

Might as well find a comfortable spot and get through it. I will try to do things I want. Go after things I want. And just accept God’s Will when it does not end up the way I would like it to unfold.

I won’t give up anymore. And I won’t fight anymore. I will live and leave it to God. It is what it is.

I am going to live from day to day. I am going to dream. And I am going to be happy and live in the moment. Maybe grayscale isn’t a bad thing after all, it is a shade of colour too, isn’t it?