Dean Winchester

Hi Dean, you may not know I exist, but I know you. And I can’t put into words just how much I get you.

*Flashback*

I started watching Supernatural when I was in school/college. And at that time, I did not really grasp the depth of Dean Winchester’s character.

*Back to the present*

My youngest sister recently started watching the hit shows from the 2000s: Supernatural and Smallville. I was crazy over Smallville by the way. Clark Kent *dreamy*. Smallville is for another post.

Now back to Supernatural.

The pain Dean feels, the experiences he has had, the guilt, *sigh* The situations may not be the same as mine, but the emotions, sheesh, on point.

One Line: ‘ I know how my story ends’

This one stuck. It has been at the back of my mind for a while. I’ve always had this feeling of how my story ends. It is more of a feeling and not an exact knowing. It is just a feeling, an emotion that I cannot put into words. I hope it turns out differently, although I accept my situation. I have made peace with where I am at in life. (I will try to change it)

He was so happy to have his own room after all those years living in motels. I am looking for that kind of happiness when I move out. For me, it is just that I want to move out from the room I have lived in since childhood.

Although this year has seen a few setbacks. Not sure why, but I am working on accepting it. May God’s Will be done.

There is this one clip on Instagram where Dean is all beaten up in his car – the Impala. He takes a second to sigh and then just backs out and puts it in gear and starts driving again. The reel is so impactful, I keep watching it over and over again.

He has been through so much and is barely hanging on. But he never lets go. He keeps pushing forward. It is not like he has hope, it is more like, survive. It is something to look up to. Just don’t give up.

In life we need to survive, hope may not be possible at this moment, it will come at some point. Just get up and take on life one hour at a time. There are beings on the other side of the veil we need to meet when it is time.

That may be a hope for some, it sure as heck is mine. We need to live to cross over to the other side.

So live. Carry on…

P.S. His love for his Impala, need I say more?

Dean Winchester – you are AWESOME