Was It Worth It? (Inspired By: Midnight Rain – Taylor Swift)

I concentrated on working. I focused on Audi. And now, here I am, 31. Feels like 10 years went by in a flash. But did it really? The struggle was real – personal and professional. Witnessing a marriage(not mine, never have been and may never ever be) that wasn’t meant to be has scarred me... Continue Reading →

The Drift

Life seemed to be getting back to normal. Well, not the pre-covid normal but at least we could move around freely. And that meant Minseok was flying across the globe on tour/promotions frequently. This left us away from each other for quite a while. The most time away from each other– a month. We made... Continue Reading →

Sanely Reckless

I survived Covid. And this was the start of a completely new book in my life. The title – I Don’t Care. Something hit home when I was not well – Death can come for us at any moment in time. And then it’s over, like game over. This makes most of the things that... Continue Reading →

The Confession

The next morning, Minhyuk was very quiet in thought. This was the first time I saw him so lost. I was in the kitchen preparing breakfast. He was staring out the window on the opposite side of the kitchen, his back to me. “Baby… you okay?” “Huh....” “....Nothing”, he smiled and ran his fingers through... Continue Reading →

BTS – The Next Level

Yesterday I heard the news about the indefinite break. I was cool with it until night fell. That was when it hit home. I feel very connected to the BTS members. The ‘Bangtan Sonyeondan’ life is intricately linked to my life and my best friend’s life. It is something that I cannot put into words.... Continue Reading →

No Way Home

Callie and I would have been on the plane ride back home. But not today. Today, we were back at Lake 192. This time – the upper house. Minhyuk drove us back from the airport. It was a bittersweet drive. We wanted to go back home but the feeling of being stuck in South Korea... Continue Reading →

When Reality Gets Too Real

Have you ever felt like this – your reality gets too real? Well, I have been here quite a few times. But this time around it has been a little different. It seems I may have levelled up. It started with life’s realities hitting me and breaking me. I couldn’t get lost in my go-to... Continue Reading →

Quiet Evening

It was a cool summer evening, a pleasant surprise after a week of scorching heat. I was lazing on the couch, scrolling through Netflix on the Smart TV. Benjamin and Whiskey (our doggies) were outside on the lawn. I was keeping an eye on them through the glass wall. It was adjacent to the wood-panelled... Continue Reading →

The Not So Epic Plan…

“Marry you? That’s your plan?”, I asked Minhyuk, disappointment in my voice. My words seemed to have stung him, as he flinched slightly. We were seated at the picnic table facing the lake. It was late evening, there was an orangey glow to the scene as the sun was setting. “Yes..”, he replied, I could... Continue Reading →

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