The Heartless Humans

I am tired of this same narrative ruling my life for many months now. I don’t want to do this anymore. I am having a tough time. I thought I made life-long friends but I was wrong.

Never in my entire life have I experienced such toxic people. I can’t take it anymore. I used to look up to one person, but that person is cutting me too. I made a huge mistake trusting someone just because we share a similar interest.

Never again, people always prove me right. They will turn on you and leave. It is all one big shit show.

They are like venomous heartless snakes ganged up against me. I do not want just surviving them to be my life. I have never seen such a group of heartless human beings. I trusted them.

To survive I will have to bow out. I hope they meet themselves someday in someone else.

I have done nothing to them, absolutely nothing to them. I have no idea why they turned on me. At least have the decency to clarify things with me if they are assuming something about me.

This phase of my life is eating away at my mind and soul. But I am not going to let this be the end of me. Now I am going to step back and turn to God. I leave everything to Him.

I am going to fill my mind with things that matter to me and leave no space to think about those human beings. I am not going to let their pettiness and hurtful ways touch me ever again.

Never again am I going to let their heartlessness touch my soul.

Now, the shields have been locked as armour around my body, mind and soul. Step by step I am going to bring back my life to myself. They will not take my life away.