Hi, it’s been a while, haven’t kept up with ‘the post a week’ resolution. But I’m back. My mind is just racing, I can’t seem to shut it off. The bigger picture in life sometimes seems too overwhelming. I need to stop trying to figure it out and focus on the little things.
I can’t trust anyone anywhere. I wish I was street-smart. I’m trying to be. I’m so tired of being disappointed. Will there ever come a time when people don’t disappoint? Will never know.
I have to just focus on me and not get attached. My thoughts are just so jumbled up. It’s been a long couple of months. I’m going to focus on my health and my puppy’s health. And I’m going to restart my reading.
Maybe sometimes all we need to do is write. Just write down whatever it is you are feeling. Today’s post makes no sense and a lot of sense at the same time. I’m going to put blinders on and focus on the things right in front of me and within my control.
Small things like going for a walk, taking my dog for a walk, knitting, eating something healthy everyday, managing my screen time and most of all – restarting my reading.
So, this was it. I haven’t got enough control over my thoughts to write about something, but I will get there. See you soon!
Unwanted Regression
Do you ever feel so mind numbly down? You think you finally got over all the hurt but then suddenly it hits? And because it hits, you feel like all those years of effort you put in to build yourself up have gone to waste? Yes – I’m there right now. But it will pass…
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