Ghosted – A Good Spin To It

Recently I experienced something very sweet in life. I did not really believe that such a thing could exist in real life. It was the start of falling in love. It ended as quickly as it began, but that rush was so new to me. I’ve never experienced such a feeling even in my past relationships. It was so sweet and pure.

I felt so dumb about it though. Reason – there have been so many hurtful experiences in general that I did not know such a thing could really exist in real life. But I loved the feeling, lol. It was so sweet. It’s really good to experience these feelings after a heartbreak or when you’re older, in the sense that everything is not catastrophic. It is not the end of the world if it doesn’t work out.

It was so different this time around. I didn’t try to keep it to myself, I went in with eyes wide open and not with heart blinders on. Did it all thanks to my sister, thankful she made me do this, you know who you are.

He was really nice to talk to. A little younger but cute to talk to. Seemed like he had some past he wasn’t over I guess but it was sweet while it lasted. Or he could be doing this just for kicks. Or he just did not feel the connection. But whatever it was, I wasn’t resentful about it. So, I made myself scarce when I got the hint of being ghosted.

I realized that there are people in life who care, everyone is not bad. There could be good people in the world, who still have a heart. People who have not let life get to them or have been able to overcome the grief life throws at you.

But yup, good experience, realized my heart isn’t dead after all, lol. Let’s see what life has to offer on the lovey-dovey side of things, haha. But for now, lone wolf it is.