The next morning, Minhyuk was very quiet in thought. This was the first time I saw him so lost. I was in the kitchen preparing breakfast. He was staring out the window on the opposite side of the kitchen, his back to me. “Baby… you okay?” “Huh....” “....Nothing”, he smiled and ran his fingers through... Continue Reading →
BTS – The Next Level
Yesterday I heard the news about the indefinite break. I was cool with it until night fell. That was when it hit home. I feel very connected to the BTS members. The ‘Bangtan Sonyeondan’ life is intricately linked to my life and my best friend’s life. It is something that I cannot put into words.... Continue Reading →
Meet The Family
It was official – Minseok and I are getting married. At least it was official between the two of us. We did not want to break the news to our families just yet. But we were ready to meet them as a couple. The last time I spoke to my mother and sisters, Minseok joined... Continue Reading →
No Way Home
Callie and I would have been on the plane ride back home. But not today. Today, we were back at Lake 192. This time – the upper house. Minhyuk drove us back from the airport. It was a bittersweet drive. We wanted to go back home but the feeling of being stuck in South Korea... Continue Reading →
When Reality Gets Too Real
Have you ever felt like this – your reality gets too real? Well, I have been here quite a few times. But this time around it has been a little different. It seems I may have levelled up. It started with life’s realities hitting me and breaking me. I couldn’t get lost in my go-to... Continue Reading →
The Grammys – Messed Up – Life’s Perfect Representation
In a perfect world, where everything is fair and just – BTS would be Grammy winners today. In fact, they would have been Grammy winners in 2021. But this isn’t a just and fair timeline we live in. It is a messed up one where everyone preaches about being good. But most of the human... Continue Reading →
Quiet Evening
It was a cool summer evening, a pleasant surprise after a week of scorching heat. I was lazing on the couch, scrolling through Netflix on the Smart TV. Benjamin and Whiskey (our doggies) were outside on the lawn. I was keeping an eye on them through the glass wall. It was adjacent to the wood-panelled... Continue Reading →
The Not So Epic Plan…
“Marry you? That’s your plan?”, I asked Minhyuk, disappointment in my voice. My words seemed to have stung him, as he flinched slightly. We were seated at the picnic table facing the lake. It was late evening, there was an orangey glow to the scene as the sun was setting. “Yes..”, he replied, I could... Continue Reading →
The Truth – Does It Really Set You Free?
Over the past two years, I have realised one thing – the truth doesn’t set you free in the way you would think it would. Rather, it locks you up in a dungeon where everyone scorns you. No one cares about the truth if it turns their world upside down. People would rather dismiss the... Continue Reading →
Fuck Off
Don’t you ever want to just fuck off? Aren’t you fed up of continuously fighting the crap life throws at you? Every time you pick yourself up there is something that hauls itself at you, knocking you back down. I’m tired of picking up the sword and fighting on the battlefield of life. I picture... Continue Reading →